Seclusion of a Lonely Poet

that wide smile, since then i always admire

so cute when you smirk, it’s as hot as  fire

yet to me its been so sweet and so tempting

those soft lips i die longing for some kissing

so i say it’s your soft lips is so sweet as it is

when i tasted them, i still feel you, i miss you

yes, i always remember when we layed lips then

i took all that i could from you, yes… but hidden

sneaking while you are there lying, you’re sleeping

while im just there with you and your everything,

it’s all so good though freezes my nerves, so longing

except when you woke up (i died) and started kicking

it’s a mixture, all at once excitement and fear

then im just an oppossum rolled in tact, oh dear!

it was so bent, im not good in (acting) sleeping

next day, my heart tore when you were crying

it’s wrong i know, but at the moment it felt right

for me it’s right, it’s just that im not so so bright

i am wrong, didn’t see your desire, we don’t belong

you say ‘bug off and get out of my sight, g’night!’

i regret what i did, but not my real loving thing

i loved you for a very long time, innocent darling

but this is a paint of no returning, no erasing

im so damned left out, without you, life is so boring